A LOT of shit has come & gone in my life the last year and then some. I lost what i thought was the love of my life, to gain back my importance and balance that made my life off course and out of control. i feel like a much stronger person being able to be better and better as the seconds,minutes,hours,days,&weeks pass me by. I almost feel complete again. Like i can start fresh. And that feeling always feels good. Along with 2010 rolling into town, i hsve come across some new friends and some old ones who were willing to give second chances with semi open arms. With the doubts i knwo they still have, i am greatful that they have come back into my life. For the new friends, i am more greatful because they are helping me get thru the tough times when it comes to that certain someone who took everything and ran. Its all a lesson. And i have learned it and now i am moved on because i realize that fighting for something that isnt going to fight for you, is like daddy eating all of y shoes and feeling sick afterwards. its going to get you no where. Im at a place and state of mind where i can be more than just "alright" and for once be "better than ever" or "great". i love my family more than i love life its self. i love my puppy daddy because he reminds me of the "goodtimes" i once shared with the one that used to be my other half. I know now that it is ohk to open up and take the risk no matter how bad the fall might be, and i now understand that no one is perfect. and before you come to me and ask me what my problem is, look at yourself and ask the person who is staring at you in the mirror that. see when kind of answer you get. like said in tylers house of payne "you must READ the bible, before you can QUOTE the bible".
I am breyana, I am single, and I am happy for once in my life :)
have a good one.
