They Call Her Madusa.

it happened wayyyyy to fast. this whole you and me thing. yeah, we've known eachother for ever and a day. but what YOU have to undertand, is that im not the little girl that you used to play in the sandbox with. im not the same girl as i was at the age of 5,6,&7 years of age. ive done alot of growing and exploring. and what ive found out is that im not a heart pleaser. im a super tease, and once i see something i want, ill sink my claws into it and hang on for as long as i can. i didnt mean to tease and flirt my way back into your life, and i know that you didnt want it to happen that way ither. it just happened. and what i cant seem to figure out, is do you really have love for me? or do you LOVE the fact that you have someone. thats where the comfusion comes in for me ;; because you seem SO perfect. and im not used to that. your someone i dont have to worry about 24/7, your someone who can take care of me for once and for me to take care of you is out of the question. but at the ned of the day my thing is, ima big girl ;; baby i can save myself im not saying i dont like it cause for once it feels good not to have to be up a tnight worrying about whats happening and whats going on. i just have that feeling that your to perfect, and i HAVE to findout if there are any flaws in you. its like a never ending mission for me, but its something i have to accept and just say "hey, maybe you have finally found someone who is just flawless...?" one things for sure, ima stay in the single stage until i can find something out for myself, and for when it comes to you and me.