bigger steps, bigger fall.

sometimes, you get to this point. were you just kinda wanna give up then again you dont because you think your gonna be a "failure". well after all the shit weve been thru and all youve out me thru, i would rather be a big fat FAIL than a hotmess runnin around lookin like i havent slept in 10 days. there are just some things that are out of your control sometimes. sometimes, for the better. sometimes, for the absolute worse. but on the bright side, youll be a better person from it. i mean yeah theres the whole my hearts broken stage. and the i cant go on anymore stage, and my personal favorite the "imma kill that nigga" stage. buh how long do you think its gonna last? as long as YOU let it go on. people break up, have a bad falling out, and then move on. and the one who caused the pain is usually the one saying "I MADE A MISTAKE IM SORRY." yeah thats the famous line that i love to hear because guess what, your showing yourself that YOU WERE WRONG. and oh it gives sooooo much pleasure. buh at the end of the day you have to be able to brush it off with a smile on your face. because guess what? while your living life, there still thinking about it and repeating "what if" in there heads. and when you finally find someone who will treat you right, its gonna eat them up, and oh let me tell you that is the best part. because your finally happy, and they cant STAND IT.

just remember, with every waste of time, there is always someone thats gonna come along, pick up the pieces, and make it all better again. :)